Finally, CK has managed to snap out of his dream world. At last, after months, he finally realize that he has got to face the fact and move on with life. In this life, we can never get what we always want and what we always demand. If there one way a man can be successful in life, he has to be cold-hearted, persistent and never changes his plan. I, have made a plan for myself and I intent to stick to it. :)

I was recently tagged by a friend in Facebook. I was required to post 25 random facts, truth or statements. Hmm... easy? No... it is not easy. A few statements that I came up with are...

6. Keep your options open, but set your priorities straight.
22. It's not always about the outcome. The process is equally as important as well.
23. The last thing you wanna mess with in this world is not an angry bull, but a jealous woman.

Okay. Anyone who doesn't agree with me can begin to spam my chat box on your right now. Hahaha...

Like I have said, I have made plans for myself and to kick start that plan... why don't all of us stand up (take that lazy bump off the chair), and start laughing and dancing to this video from Youtube, Hippo and bully.

I am not sure of what's happening. I don't know what's got in to you. Somehow, if its my fault, then give me the opportunity to apologize. I didn't mean it. And come on, you know you can tell me anything.You know you can count on me...

This is Elliot Yamin's new song titled Fight for Love which I think is going to be chart topping. Remember his song titled Wait for You. Hmm... the new one ain't losing to the old one. Hehehe

I am not sure if I am emo or not, but there is feeling, this emotion that surrounds me now. I can't find words to describe it, I can't find examples to show it... all I know is I feel it. A simple click on a link... brings you this video which presents such a great talent and brings you back to 2 years ago, the time when you made one of the biggest mistakes in life.

Looking at a few of my schoolmates, and the time they spent at Disted College, it made me realize that I am such an introvert. I notice that I have lost the time I can't never recover... with the semester and my diploma ending soon, I regretted I join KDU. Maybe it's just me, and not all my coursemates. Somehow, I feel angry with myself at times for being someone so dull, so unexpressive; someone who never knew how to enjoy teenage life like a teenager... a person who is always serious and never know when to have fun.

I have to compliment this girl; this girl that I don't even know. I have to give praise to her talent with her skills in playing piano and singing. To be honest, she might just land herself a contract with a recording studio. The video her friend made to go along with her song, I salute that too. It was perfectly matching.

I don't own this video but I did spent like 30 minutes to do it. Its certainly not my property. I am just trying to share with you guys what true talent is. Info from friends said that this girl is of the same age as me. The emotion put into when she sang the song... I am sorry, but I have got to steal it somehow. You judge her singing.

Yet another weekend...

Another typical CK type of weekend, where he wakes up early at 6:30 am on a Sunday (crazy), takes breakfast early and head out to sea early to mess with the fishes. Haha. Yupz... it is those kinda weekends... those that I spend at least 10 hours out in the sea fishing and netting.

Anyway, it would have been a waste if its not those typical weekends. Imagine this... 8 kilos of threadfins, 1.5 kilos of mackerels and one really big white promfet. Hehehe... CK is grinning... So you'd probably wonder what we are going to do with those fishes. Hmm... what more can we do except to sell them off. Hahaha... and what does that mean to CK? Extra pocket money, more allowance la... hahaha (aiyoh, why you so slow eh) Hehehehe...

That is today. A happy day... What about yesterday? Happy day also la. Why? Hmm... nothing beats the feeling of having clean your own car or bike yourself. Yupz... I spend almost half a day cleaning up my Honda Revere. I was thinking I shouldn't be that lazy. If I could stay up all night cleaning people's mess, I see no reason why I can't spend a few hours cleaning up my bike. From the headlights until the wheels... the look of the shiny fuel tank and the sport wheels; it just brings upon a feeling of satisfaction. Riding the bike after you've cleaned also feels different. You feel proud mer of course... hahaha... what a cool and shiny bike... hahaha...

Lastly... to end this week... I am shouting out... "I'm a BIG fan of Kate Voegele", LOL. I don't know why... but I just love her songs. From You Can't Break a Broken Heart until Only Fooling Myself, and the recent single, Angel.

That's it. Enjoy the song... hehehehe... hahahaha...

At last I found you...

Finally, after months of searching, surveying... stupid phone calls to as far as Alor Setar... idiotic jargons, visits to motorcycle spare part shops from Tanjung Bunga all the way to those in Butterworth... I finally found where I could get the Maxxis tire. LOL... hahahaha. It is in Bukit Jambul.

However, I am facing a dilemma now. Should I get the Maxxis? It's not gonna cost me an arm and a leg. Its probably RM140 maybe 150, (the shop claims RM120, which I doubt). But then again, should I wait until at least the Duro is worn out first? That is gonna have me waiting for what, maybe another year since I only ride to college and back. I have this urge in me to swap for the Maxxis, I can't wait that long. Or... maybe... I can sell off the Duro? Which is pretty much what I am thinking about now. Hehehe...

Duro HF918 (110/70-17>54H) up for sale. Just give me a reasonable price, as long as you're not asking it for free (haha, cost me 160 when I fixed it), I will take it out and sell it to you. It is quite a good tire, I wouldn't consider to swap it for the Maxxis if it was in the right size. Sigh... I'm probably crazy. Who would want to buy a second hand tire? The shops doesn't want it. The mechanics doesn't want it.

After much consideration, I still can't make up my mind. The evil side of me might win. I might just swap for the Maxxis and where would the Duro end up, most likely in the store room for display, LOL. I don't know. Should I just waste money? Will the Maxxis offer more traction and grip both on dry and wet conditions? There are too many questions... I am a very technical crazy guy. Who knows what I'll do... We will find out next week if I actually swap for the Maxxis...


Will it be money well spent or money wasted?
Better performance? According to the specs, yea...
110/80-17 (PERFECT SIZE)
57 (Perfect weight rating)
V (Exceeds my requirement of H)

CK is back again... but the flu is still not away...

Arghhh... the flu is so stubborn... or maybe I am. Hahaha... for refusing to take any medicine, LOL.

Anyway I am here to post the song of the week. Maybe there're two songs, maybe three... could be four. To get things started, its Kris Allen, the guy from American Idol 8 with Falling Slowly.



Next is a soundtrack from the movie Chasing Liberty. Its Life Will Go On by Chris Isaak.

The third song is also from Chasing Liberty, its Caroline Lost with To Be With You.

Last but not least, its India.Arie with He Heals Me.

The weather these days are extremely hot.

My complaint is that I have fallen sick again. Flu. Its killing me. I can't breathe properly. I can't talk properly, my voice is very hoarse. I am very sleepy. Constantly, tears are running down my eyes... as if I am crying. When is all these gonna end???

Fun.

Yes, I hereby express my hatred towards power products from Yamaha Corporation. I don't know why, I hate their motorcycles. I don't really like their outboard motors. It has been twice that Yamaha outboards has failed me. I was almost stranded due to a misfiring engine previously with the Yamaha 15hp, and recently, the used Yamaha Enduro 30 also failed to leave a good impression.

I love Suzuki. From their motorcycles such as the great King of Four Stroke Mopeds, the FX125 until the Suzuki outboard such as the previously owned Suzuki 15hp and the new Suzuki DT30. The reliability they offer is unmatched. The power is addictive. Our Explorer F17 is now fitted with twice the horsepower. Yea... been out to sea for 3 days consecutively to test the engine, and hell yea I am loving every bits of it.

That's it for now until I provide an update for Sunday's trip to Pantai Kerachut. For now, it is CK blogging here with flu that is kiling him...

Professional Preparation Training

Hell yea I am enjoying Professional Preparation Training. What a great class. What a great lecturer to begin with, Mr Mark Stephan Felix. Informational, fun, entertaining, it's all what a great lecture should be. It is such a big loss to those who had to suffer PPT under Ms Lim. LOL.


Anger + Frustration

To be frank, I am extremely angry and frustrated now. The Malaysian Economics presentation is due tomorrow. My group, which was suppose to complete and hand in their parts to me for compilation on Sunday evening (a dateline which we all agreed on) unfortunately has yet to do so even up to today and to be precise, now. It takes up so much anger from me to utter such words. I REGRET. It is up till my last semester that I have to deal with this. I REGRET.

My greatest regret. I failed to see the reason behind it. I thought I was doing the right thing but the fact is the moment I made that choice, I had committed a mistake. I was proven wrong the following week. Sighs of exhaustion... its too much for me to handle. I should have joined... but I thought that a change is probably what I'll need for the final semester. Fact is, I don't need it. I don't want it. 'Don't fix what's not broken'... Damage is done. There is nothing I can do about it. I will just have to live on with this regret...

Finally, a phone call from Kelly Services. I've got work again. It was a torture. First time I had to work overtime until 9 pm. Bloody hell... all my energy was totally drained out of it. But who had ever said working is easy? LOL... CK shall hang on... Money is a motivator now. Hmm... something extra, a drained out CK... proves to be not so drained but rechargeable. Wonder how? A 15 minutes chat. (Maybe what drained CK out was not the work, but ... )

Guys and girls out there, it is not that difficult to show someone you care. Show concern while you still can, while you're still allowed to do so. Regrets often arrive too late and too little can be done about it.

Final statement of this post; Sometimes, the words that people write proves to have more meanings. Why? They are written because they are not said. The author probably chooses not to say it, could be that the author couldn't find the best way to say it... or probably the author couldn't find the courage to say it.

Pain pain pain...

I have got serious sunburn. Argghhh... now if you ask me is fishing fun, I will say NO, lol. I have got sunburn on my arms, my neck, my back and legs. To worsen it, I accidentally step on a piece of glass or probably sea shell and that has made a huge cut on my toe. I have got cut wounds all over my hands, my fingers. I am extremely exhausted, carrying two sets of nets. Topping that I had to carry the engine. Pushing the boat up and down the beach, my arms feel so tired it is as if they are disconnected from my torso. I sound so worn out eh? I am that worn out.

The catch today isn't as good as yesterday. Sigh... suddenly all the fishermen's boat feel a lot faster than our F17 Explorer. Hmm... so not satisfied. But they shall pay. Ohh... overtake us la. WAIT. Wait till we fit the Yamaha 30HP. We shall see who is faster. Hmmpph... hahaha... sound so kiddish.

Song of the week, Pink's new song titled Please Don't Leave Me. It is not that the song is that nice ... I just love the official music video. CUTE... hahaha...

Hmm... there is nothing much that I can say about my life now. If you ask me for one word that best describe my life now, I would have to say "lonely". I don't know why or the reason that makes me feel this way. All I know is that I start to feel the emptiness, taste the loneliness and and see all the blankness that surrounds my life. Arghh, I sound like someone who is so not right in the head, suffering from depression. LOL.

At this very moment, I really miss someone. I really do. Its amazing how you can keep on thinking of the same person everywhere you go. My friend, who suffers an almost similar situation once told me, staying will bring no one any goodness but then leaving is the last thing you want. To stay or to leave? I think my mind betray myself. It has already gave me an answer with those constant thoughts of you.

Hahahaha... surprisingly the application in facebook is not all that fake. I was using this horoscope application and its says that Saturday is my lucky day and indeed it is. I went fishing. And yea... I caught fishes... heheheh... Here are the pics...

Yay... grouper. Exactly 600g.

Grouper and threadfins... wonderful... but then again
SUNBURN...

I shall go fishing again tomorrow.
Meanwhile, I am eagerly waiting for the Yamaha 30hp. Yupz... UPGRADE. Dad is getting the Yamaha 30hp Enduro. Yay again... twice the horsepower of the tiny Suzuki motor, hehehe...

Wooo... had a great weekend...

I thought he was joking when he said he wanted to bring me to Pulau Bidan. I thought he was just saying it for the sake of saying it, just to excite me. Who'll ever thought he is for real. I mean come on, its just a 17 footer Explorer and a tiny 15HP Suzuki outboard motor. Well, he did bring me there. We did reach there. Its pretty amazing how such a small "perahu" actually crossed from Penang to Kedah. Well I always envy my friends that they get to go for vacations overseas, but I think it's okay la. I get to go to places few have been to, and exploring island by island with freedom.

1 hour and 20 minutes. That is how long it took us to reach there. 1st island, the Pulau Bidan. 12 minutes later, the 2nd island, Pulau Telur. Then there was Pulau Song Song and Pulau Bunting if I am not mistaken. The water there is crystal clear, I even saw a school of mackarel swimming, passing underneath our boat. Wah... fun, fun, fun...

Fishing. I have to say I am kinda disappointed. Sigh... the fishes there is so tiny. Barely reaching the size of 2.5 inch. But then there was plenty of fishes and we practice "catch and release". Fishing tiny fishes just for the fun of fishing.

The trip back from the islands to Penang was a whole lot faster. 50 minutes was all it took for us to reach Pulau Tikus, which is just 5 minutes away from the place where we park our boat. We had a great deal of fun, steering the boat all the way to the island and back... Waking up at 6:30 am, out to sea the whole day, Back home at 6:00 pm. 2 hours plus of boat ride to and fro. RM40 of petrol (tiny Suzuki is very frugal). April the 5th, a day to remember.

(Too bad I don't have a camera; my phone camera is not up for the job but I promise that I will save up, get a decent camera and take pictures the next trip there) =D

I am loving every bit of this song, the music video and the story behind the song. Rascal Flatts - What Hurts the Most. I have had this song for quite sometime now, playing it once in a blue moon but all that is different now after Mr. Danny Gokey made a cover of that song in American Idol top 9 performances. In my honest opinion, one has really got to feel the song in order to sing it well. Although Rascal Flatts made the song popular, I think Mr. Danny Gokey made the song meant something considering his past (his wife passing away). Anyway, check the music video out.

The story behind the song is that there is this couple who is deeply in love with one another. As you may see in the video, there was a sense of doubt in the guy, asking the girl "what's wrong, is it your dad?" However, this girl as we may assume is so madly in love with this guy, as she asked him back... "do you ever think about the future?" and the guy said "YOU". Well that is really touching but there was a secret that was untold (my guess) that the girl was pregnant. The sad thing that happened was that the guy was involved in a crash and passed away. The girl is obviously devastated that the father to her unborn child has passed away. Anyhow, you watch the video yourself and have your own say.

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts the Most

MY CAR STILL STINKS!!!

Arghhh... I am this close to snapping. My dad sings to me, my mum sings to me, my bro sings to me... arghh... there is nothing I can do except to arghhhh!!!!

I have tried everything suggested through the net. I have got the cushion cleaned by a car wash centre. I have sprayed Febreze like no one ever did. I used charcoal. I used vinegar. I bought car fresheners. I am going to use pandan leaves. Basically, I dismantle the whole rear of the car seats and place them under extreme heat, the sunlight all to no avail. The car still stinks. Sigh... anyone has any good, useable solution, please tell me. Please. Okay, don't suggest Dettol. I don't like the smell of Dettols. LOL.


Malaysian Economics

DAMN, the class is boring. Hell, WE WANT MS. HELEN BACK. Sigh, I hate KDU for assigning Mr. Parthiban to lecture for Malaysian Economics. By all means, that being said doesn't mean that he is a lousy lecturer. He is in fact too passionate. Guess how long did it took him to ask his first question. 45 MINUTES. He needs 45 minutes before he asked his first question, and that the students are still not familiar with him and I am sure he doesn't know the students too. Haihz... hang on hang on... 3 maybe 4 more months.


International Business

Ms. Leow is back. She is back and it seems she is a very very happy mother of a very healthy cute lil' baby girl. Good. But how's the lecture? Err... Ms. Leow will always be Ms. Leow and still is Ms. Leow. That said, its okay la. Guess I will survive pass through this subject. Hehehe...


Picture of the biggest swamp crab I ever caught. Hahaha... suppose to upload this pic long time ago but then didn't had the chance to until now. As wide as a 1.5 litre water bottle. Now that is huge...

The swamp crab's shell versus a normal flower crab's shell