I think I know human well. Yet, I have not seen the best... or the worst a human can be. Sounds familiar to you? Well, I have said this once and I am saying it again but there is a reason behind it. Last night, I encounter another scenario where I just don't understand guys or even girls. Human, they are the toughest subject one can study in this planet. I wonder what shapes them to act in such a way and not the other, which seems to me to be more preferable. Why oh why? Maybe I am just different from them since I am the only one who feels that way.
Coming back to the story, last night... I received a call from a friend asking me out to Coffee Island. Hmm... I was kinda (maybe I was) tired but yet I didn't know what made me agreed to go out late at night. Maybe she mentioned that someone was there, and the moment I heard that particular person's name, I just say YES. I don't know... I'm saying its maybe... so it could be... or probably it is. So reaching there, I went to another table first. In fact, I didn't really joined the people who asked me out. I was actually sitting with my other group of friends. And there is where the story begins...
We have this one guy, who thinks he knows it all and yet he never succeed. Let us call him A. Then we have this naive girl, who seems mature but she is not even close to that stage at all. Let us call her Z. Then we have the superstar, a guy who thinks that he is good and the fact is, he is good. He is X. You'd probably wonder what is X good in. Well, he is definitely good in something which I am a total noob. You go figure that out.
So they were playing cards and after awhile we got bored. Then we begin chatting. Interesting topic, me. How I fail? Why I fail? What should I do? and all those typical stuff one will advice his friend when it comes to matters concerning chasing after girls. Hmm... well, certain things they said is true. I can't never doubt nor judge that. It is a fact. Certain things that they suggested to me, that... I can do it but I just choose not to do it. At least I feel I am human not doing it. Come on, what X said was pretty clear-cut. It is all the girl's decision. You can chase after her, flood her with gifts and money, stick with her 24/7, sms and phone calls 24/7... but if she doesn't choose you, it means she doesn't choose you and that's it. Full stop...
The following scenario was the thing that caught my attention and interest. X. X receives a phone call. He receives a phone call from his girlfriend or female friend, that I am not too sure. So, first thing he said when he picked up the call was "hami ... .. .. ". The call continues. He provoked her asking her if she was sleeping with someone else. Call continues. Sigh... All the words uttered to the girl on the other side of the phone call was just unpleasant to the ear. And the fact that the person on the line is actually a female makes it much more difficult for me to accept it. X even asked her to be "screwed" by someone else. What the hell is wrong with this world?
Now that is the part to which I will relate to my first statement on this post. How could X just utter such words to a female friend? How could the female friend accepted to be treated in such a manner? Weird thing is... according to some friends... the girl is actually attached to him. What does that girl see in him? Why does she still has feeling for him? Phoof... I just don't get all these. X was still pretty arrogant. Z was quiet. A was showing me, CK... "nah.. look at him, look at the way he speaks to the girl on the phone... it doesn't matter... the girl still likes him". I was like, okay... that is his business, that is him and it has nothing to do with me at all. Anyway, what was A trying to prove to me? Talking nicely to girl won't get you a girl but uttering vulgarity to them will actually get you girl? Again, what the hell is wrong with this world...
To be honest I envy someone. Its not A, its not Z and certainly its not X. No way that I'll have something to envy about X. In fact its someone else. I envy him. He has all the opportunity. He can make a girl go melancholy over him. And yet he ain't that good nor perfect himself... but the girl just deserves better. But no. NOPE. The answer is just NOPE. He just refuses to respond. He just wanna fool around. Well, I am being very very nosy here. Perhaps I just should have mind my own business. But... sad to say... I just couldn't. Why? I think I will just remain silent. Maybe when the time is right, I don't have to say it... you guys will notice it.
*I envy someone*
Jealousy Kills