Merry Christmas everyone...

Updates...

Last night wasn't as crazy compared to the usual nights we had before in the previous years or during our friends birthday. Hmm... I wonder why??? There were a lot of people celebrating but somehow, it seems as if something was missing. The atmosphere wasn't as happening as before. Sigh, could the current economy recession be a contributory factor???

Hmm... I did keep to my promise for once at least. Hehehe.... I was a good boy last night. I didn't drink. Hahaha... I guess I gotta thank someone for making me kept to my promise. However at the same time, I swear to God, given the chance and the strength, I will beat the shit out of this guy. I was planning to have lots of fun at the beach but luck just wasn't on my side (or maybe luck was on my side). Why did I bump into him??? Fated??? Sigh, I am asking too many questions.

Anyway, I was pretty pissed off that is for sure. Somethings never change while other things changed a lot. Other things completely changed. If my memory serves me right, last year for the same occassion, my friend was with her friend together celebrating but this time around, I did not see my friend. Ish!!! I don't wish to go any deeper. I have got to apologize to someone for being too nosy; I should have just walked away and mind my own business. Sorry, I really didn't mean to ruin your night but I really felt that you should know about it.

Sigh, what a great night ruined by what a small incident. Nevertheless, a lot of my friends are not in good shape too. I just know that nothing last forever. A very close friend of mine had just recently became a victim of relationship problem. Well, he got it pretty badly. Being in a relationship, loving and cherishing this girl for close to 2 years, and I thought they were going to be successful; but who knows... who knows... who could ever predicted that one silent night, the girl rang him up and just thrash things out with him. The girl was pretty mean (that was what I heard) to just tell my friend, after close to 2 long years that she has finally lost all her feelings for my friend. Damn it... Girls, you can't live with them... but can't live without them...

Alright... I think I am done with those emo stories. For God's sake, it's suppose to be the season of happiness. Hmm... new year is in a few days time. I lam ooking forward to that party on new year's eve. Yeah!!! I hope I can enjoy myself then. By the way, this coming December 29, I hope I can stop counting after that day... Hopefully... I will keep you guys posted...

Hmm... life for the past week was really quiet and dull. A few of my lucky friends had actually went for their vacation while some had try to earn some extra cash by working and others were so busy living their lives that they didn't even had time to get online. Sigh... how much I wished for the new semester to start now but not for it to end. Silly me, right???

Hmm... maybe I had less friends that I thought I had. The numbers of phone calls I received 2 weeks ago compared to the numbers of phone calls I received now is a clear evident. A sudden drop of almost 80%. Now that is remarkable; LOL. Anyway, I think I had forgotten to mention that there was also an 80% increase 2 weeks ago compared to the weeks before. Hahaha... I guess we'll call it even.

Hmm... I went fishing again yesterday. One thing is for sure, the fishes are back from their holidays. Hahaha. Well, it was kinda hot yesterday and I am kinda "fried"; LOL. Nevertheless, the sea was pretty calm and that is a good thing. I had to say yesterday was somewhat a lucky day. A torn up net, but 5 threadfins??? If it's not luck, then what was it... Hehehe. Coming back home with a chill box half filled with threadfins (not empty handed this time...) it felt good.

Hmm... back to college related matters. If I am not mistaken, the registration date for the Jan 09 semester is on the 30th and 31st of December. That was the info I got from Cik Aini. If you are interested to know more or want to reconfirm the date, do call the college. For the Aug 08 semester results, I am not too sure but I do believe that you will get your result on the registration date itself. That's it for now... Best of luck to everyone...

At last, the exam week is over. After a long and tiring battle with the exam paper, I can finally get the rest that is so ever needed. For your info, I am a guy who loves sleeping but for the past week, I have not been getting sufficient sleep. Maximum sleep that I had for a night in the past week is 5 hours if I am not mistaken. Sigh, I could still recall that one of the girls in college actually said that I was getting thinner and thinner and I think the insufficient sleep is the main culprit. Is that a good thing? Certainly not. LOL. Any thinner and I will be blown away by the winds...

Nevertheless, the end of exams means the beginning of the holidays. Some welcome it, others just don't know what to do with their holidays to a point where even some claimed that they will lose their sense of direction. Well, it doesn't make sense to me anyway. There are plenty of things to do for the holidays. And come on, haven't you guys forgot that you were complaining about being so tired handling all those assignments? Grab this opportunity to take some rest and maybe reflect back on the past. For those who are workaholics, you may grab this chance to gain some work experience and at the same time earn some extra cash...hehehe.

*** continue pt 2 ***

I noticed that I have changed a lot lately. Previously, I don't listen to chinese songs and needless to say, how would I even get addicted to it if I don't listen to them. Now, time has passed. Things have changed. I listen to chinese songs and I listen to the same song repeatedly for hours sometimes. Guess I am going nuts. I can't seem to figure out what was the reason that is causing this until... finally I think I got the answers.

Looking back in the past, once, there was this one individual that managed to change my perception about motorcycles. I was a very determined but stubborn guy in the past (and still is now) and I thought no one could ever easily change my perception or mindset. However, guess I wrong. That particular individual did manage to change my perception and attributing the same factor for this "addiction to chinese songs" problem, I am pretty sure someone has influenced me in some way in terms of my music and song selection.

Haiya, I am sure I don't have to mention who that someone is. Just take a guess and you already have the answer. No matter who that someone is; the change in my perception about motorcycles did not last long, maybe because that someone has become a chapter in my life. On the other hand, I feel that the change in my music and song selection will last long and even become permanent. Why? Maybe because this "someone" is not a chapter in my life. Maybe this "someone" is different. Maybe this "someone" is more important and significant...

Summary: there are TWO significant individuals in my life. One changed my perception about motorcycles, the other changed my view/perception about chinese songs. One shall remain as history, the other... is the present and I hope she will be the future. Anyway, hopes are just hopes and shall remain as hopes. As one of my ex-classmates did mention to me, if it is yours, you can't escape from it even if you want to...